Thank you Beren. I am very fortunate and very blessed.. to finally get it right after not doing to great previously. Needless to the dues were paid in full and then some before this union took place. Everyday I tell myself I'm exceptionally blessed to have such a wonderful person in my life.

Carol wrote:As my twin flame sleeps in the bed next to me I'm not in such a hurry to depart the planet and leave him on his own. I already know what that looks like having spent 5 months away from him and our daughter while on the mainland taking care of my mother who has cancer. Besides we made a commitment on our first date... first date mind you, that we would pass over together. Don't know when or how all of this will come to pass but that was 29 years ago and we are still in alignment with our original knowing.

I forgot to add that my husband also made agreements with many, many souls in the interspace that he would be there for them when it was time for them to pass over. In addition to being a home health nurse he is also a hospice nurse and is there with many of his patients assisting them and their families during this transitions. As his work is not done yet, neither is mine. Neither of us are afraid of death because we both know death is just a doorway to expanded consciousness and spiritual experience.

Prior to meeting my husband I announced to God/Universe that I was not willing to continue on this earthly journey alone as it was too difficult to move forward by myself. Having lived alone I realized there was only so much growing I could do on my own and needed a partner to reflect back to me those areas that needed some polishing. We got together within 30 days after my spiritual call for some assistance. Indeed, we are the energetic mirror opposite of each other and compliment the masculine and feminine within.

Ditto, Ditto!
I have so much to look forward to, to be with my twin who is so fun loving. Whats your thoughts on this whole physical experience then that separated twinflames, was it just another Thoth program that separated us from God-Goddess that led us into darkness and lost memories? I do know this, we came here on a mission, we volunteered and only recently I was with my twin as a warm-up to our re-union shown by Father Creator, it was so real and I looked into her eyes and felt just like it was only yesterday we had parted. The messege was the wait for us to join was getting closer and it looked like just after a 'major shift of earth energies'. The question I ask, in the last say ten years now, divorce rates are sky high and I have seen some marriages full apart from lower expections within a week to a month. So many cannot settle down and some don't want a life that beckons on debt just to be part of the status quo. That inner love chemistry is also missing. If I just miss my twin by one day, we are over each other with love and passion, it is beautiful. We may differ from other twins because we get into each other like a single jump-suit together. Natalie is in every cell of form, so it must be the same with her, the love is so intense we can experience what I call a natural love drug from endorphins. Today my twin said; "John, my feelings for you are incredible, I don't know know how to explain it". It followed the same words I have always have endorsed, to find LOVE within LOVE itself and LOVE within LOVE itself again and again and go deeper and deeper within. It gets deeper and deeper and this has been our joint experience and a focued energy. We both know we will eat each other alive (so to speak), thats the love and passion we share and I do know this, do wear sun-glasses if you catch us in the act as light we produce will will be blinding, these are not words of ego, this is our twinflame love and the feelings just are multiplying daily. Even Father spoke a few weeks ago, "We've got to get you two together, you are so matched for each other". As Mother said to me years ago, "Whether you are Dead or Alive, you're coming home". At times I come across subject matter with these posts and this time is one of them, with Endorphin and this is very interesting underlined below, and one does thinks about our DNA. Have these DNA programs blocked this love chemistry and kept us pegged at a curtain level, a level just enough to pro-create as lust more slaves. Its no accident in finding this, Brook may have some of her words to add to this.

Fear
In 2001, American neurobiologist Donald Pfaff and associates showed that genetically modified mice made to be incapable of producing endogenous opiates (lacking endorphins), behaved such that the smallest fright made the animals freeze. In large rooms, they stayed close to walls and showed other typical signs of fear. http://www.eoht.info/page/Endorphin+theory+of+love

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I received this inspiration few days ago... it just came smoothly ...I already posted it on my thread but here it goes again , I love the synchronization of spirits here :-)


Beneath the starlight on the western seas
we sang a song of power
and hearts aligned right
and moonlight was set to shine !

Beneath the starlight on the western seas
we stood high and praised love
and each and every tone
joined in harmony of souls in love!

Beneath the starlight on the western seas
we created peace in hearts of many
who live across the vastness of your sparkle
aiming high in splendor peacefully being...

Above the stars and worlds we sang
until flowers and trees grew
until mothers carried their babies
in everlasting love and morning dew...

High above all that is
dwells our essence ,our peace.
Praised be, O everlasting one
forever you have and are our love!
 

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Glad you are back Brook !

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Great post Brook

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Love from me
mudra

Brook wrote:This is what I like to hear! That realization of the meeting of twin flames, and balance of the masculine and feminine.

Blessing to Carol and Brook and your twin flames! This is the way to be.

It has to be 50 x 50 !
Beautifully explained here how the chakras affect our personality, and why do relationships often become codependent.

What amazes me is that we've been together a good 29 years and are still learning and growing with each other. It never gets old. But again, timeless relationships are like that, aren't they?

Thank you for this insight Brook. I've been attempting to explain the ineffable for decades and always fail. So your message is easily understandable when viewing from the perspective that you present it.

And just for the record, I had two very difficult marriages and a number of relationships prior to connecting with my husband. It was not an easy journey yet it was a worthwhile journey.